You meet someone. You start getting to know one another, exchange thoughts such as likes and dislikes, smiles and late night text. Laying on your bed asking yourself "do i care about this person? does he even like me? what if she doesn't like?". You keep hanging out the days begin to pass smoothly as the sunsets and rises once again. Everything is great. One day you both are walking down the street having an interesting conversation about anything, Doesn't really matter at all. Just both of you enjoying each others company is already beautiful as it is.
The night ends in a nice warm hug - the body language is sensational, your heart beats are racing, your mind is trying to catch up with your actions as you gently KISS. From that moment on, the time you spend together is unforgettable. As you go home you cant wait to lay down to wake up to call one another. You begin to tell each other that your gaining feelings and getting more comfortable with this person. You have created a relationship that makes you feel good.
Conversations start to get a little more serious, more intense, more in depth. Then one day everything takes a turn. She starts to back away. Tries to separate herself from you. Comes up with silly excuses about why shes acting so strange. You sit there confused and hurt. Hurt because You also have a heart. You have feelings that are real. As your sitting down thinking back on every conversation you had, every text, every visit, every phone call, you cant think of any specific moment you hurt her. Or even made her feel like she couldn't tell you what she was feeling. Keep trying to think why all of the sudden she wants to stop talking to you. Why she just wants to run away and forget about you...
Aug 26, 2009
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do you need someone to talk to sir?...you seem a lil heart broken and depressed
ReplyDeletehmmmmm this happens to all of us. i think. but then we move on. move on to better things. that are actually worth thinking & having in our hearts. and if this person makes excuses and shit its because they might not love you enough to actually tell you how they feel. but then again they might 'love' you so much (as a friend) that they dont wanna hurt you. because they actually care about you. just not the way you want them to.
ReplyDeleteCOMMENT #1 - No im alright. Just expressing what i was feeling and possibly what many other people feel. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteCOMMENT #2 - I agree with you as well. I just believe that if your with this person and you know exactly what you want then you should say it. Make it clear to this person what your feeling. I understand everyone is not like this but if you hold back and keep inside, how is the other person suppose to know. People think saying nothing at all is helping the situation. If someone doesnt like me or just feels like Im ugly or fake or whatever the case is...I would love to know. Even if it kills me inside because then i would know how your feeling. Id know where we stand and how to move on from it. Not telling me is just hurting me even more. Because not knowing is what kills the most. Im just really beginning to learn that everyone is not as open as i am.
Thank you for the advise tho. Sometimes its good to be refreshed with positive advise.
PS...I DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IF YOU WRITE ANYMORE COMMENTS JUST LEAVE YOUR NAME AT THE END.
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