ACCEPTING LOVE.

As you go through stages in your life you interact with many people on a daily bases. you have your very close friends and friends that are just there. No matter what they mean to you in life it is always good to receive the love they give you. When you think so negative and brush off everyone around you, you begin to feel alone. ACCEPT the "Hello's" and the "How are yous". there will come a time where you will miss it. Nothings worst than not having someone there for you to call.

lying alone in this room hoping someone will be there. Hoping that someone could see the good in there hearts to take the chance and put a smile on your face. Feeling lonely is a dark place. Don't love go to waste. Walk around with smile on your face. It takes time to find the good in people and except that someone wants to help you with just a simple "hey".

LOVE

People get afraid

You meet someone. You start getting to know one another, exchange thoughts such as likes and dislikes, smiles and late night text. Laying on your bed asking yourself "do i care about this person? does he even like me? what if she doesn't like?". You keep hanging out the days begin to pass smoothly as the sunsets and rises once again. Everything is great. One day you both are walking down the street having an interesting conversation about anything, Doesn't really matter at all. Just both of you enjoying each others company is already beautiful as it is.

The night ends in a nice warm hug - the body language is sensational, your heart beats are racing, your mind is trying to catch up with your actions as you gently KISS. From that moment on, the time you spend together is unforgettable. As you go home you cant wait to lay down to wake up to call one another. You begin to tell each other that your gaining feelings and getting more comfortable with this person. You have created a relationship that makes you feel good.

Conversations start to get a little more serious, more intense, more in depth. Then one day everything takes a turn. She starts to back away. Tries to separate herself from you. Comes up with silly excuses about why shes acting so strange. You sit there confused and hurt. Hurt because You also have a heart. You have feelings that are real. As your sitting down thinking back on every conversation you had, every text, every visit, every phone call, you cant think of any specific moment you hurt her. Or even made her feel like she couldn't tell you what she was feeling. Keep trying to think why all of the sudden she wants to stop talking to you. Why she just wants to run away and forget about you...

BE YOURSELF

Sometimes PEOPLE don't wanna be themselves because they're afraid people
won't except THEM for who they really ARE. So they live the life of a
DISGUISE hiding there true self under something the world seems to be
conditioned to, because that's all they OFFERED to society. When there's
so much more, when you [GIVE YOURSELF].

when your acting like something your not and people begin to get use to it, you think they're accepting you? NO THEY'RE NOT. Be yourself and show the world who you really are. Nothing is more disgusting then someone who doesn't like who they are. Maybe you need to change your habits. Who you hang out with. Where you work. The way you do your hair. All of this hard but you need to do so. The longer you go trying to disguise yourself, the more your breaking your own heart because deep down your not happy. And being happy is everything!

UPSET!

OREO'S IS NOT MILKS FAVORITE COOKIE.
CHIPS AHOY IS!!!!!!!!

FREAKIN COMMERCIALS PISSING ME OFF.

MANY THINGS HAPPEN

Strange things.
No matter what, there will always be competition. While your sleeping
there up. While your resting there working. While your watching there
doing. You have to keep your eyes open and work hard. Have goals. Keep
yourself busy. Get training In the field you want to pursue. Be
persistent. So when the time comes. You are ready. Being successful is
not being famous. Its doing what you love and have a consistent paycheck
that supports your lifestyle. Think realistically. And ask yourself, am i
seeing what is In front of me, or am i seeing what i want to see? There
is a major difference if you allow yourself to analyze it.
I WANT TO CHANGE PEOPLES LIVES.

They say "SHOOT FOR THE STARS" if you are going to shoot for the stars then you better be willing to climb up there and go get one. Shooting for the star is easy, but to actually get one is difficult. Think about what your doing and think it through. Know what you want in life and create a plan on how you will achieve it.

Don't hold back. Say what needs to be said. If your thinking something and you feel the need to say it then do so. I cant stand holding things inside. I like to express myself as much as i can. And i am proud of that. I'm here on earth and every step i take i make sure that i leave foot print anywhere. i love my life because I express myself. I do what i want and i have fun. I Love my family because i actually spend time with them and we exchange smiles each and everyday. We fight, argue, cry, laugh, go out, and do whatever it is we love to do, and that's what makes us a wonderful family. Although my Mom, dad, uncles, sisters, etc. aren't my only family. My family goes deeper than that. My family is my friends, my pets, my school and possible even my associates. Because with my "FAMILY" is what brings my heart happiness in anything i do. And i will never forget that.

Afraid

I'm not afraid to with you. I'm not afraid to get hurt by you. Cause I'm not worried about it. Doesn't cross my mind to think my heart will be crushed. Because being with you brings me happiness and happiness with you brings a change in me. Change that will bring us closer together. I'm not going to spend worthless time thinking of different situations and scenarios of how you are able to hurt me. Because if you do, then you do.

-I love to think positively. I think of the greatness in things. Why focus on what you do not want to happen. Why waste your time and energy. Find what makes you happy and follow it. By doing so, you will satisfied. Goals will be accomplished, and change will come from within.

Late night thoughts.

look into my eyes and tell me the truth
grab me by the hand and tickle my finger
hold me by my neck and massage me gently
call me on the phone and tell me your into me
whisper in my ear and love me without fear
show me how to treat you when i cant get it right
tell me I'm wrong when you don't want me to do it again
show me you still care when you turn your back on me
don't promise me you ll be here forever, love me forever
wipe my tears and unravel my fears
be the medicine to my sickness
and make me feel great
trust me with your mind, love me with your heart
hug me with warmth, and run with me in the dark.


You know I like that [TLC] Tender Love and Care
people ask I say yea she my [PYT] Pretty Young Thing
that's why she ride with me
as long she with me shorty ride for free
forever in my heart that's where shell always be
she open up my eyes and found the beauty in me
now things are clear....TO BE CONTINUED. I STILL NEED TO EDIT IT. IM TIRED

TIME!

Time is one thing I know that cannot change. Once we are put on this earth our time is ticking away. Its something I believe definitely not to stress but to take note of. When your sleeping someone is up. While your relaxing someone is working. While your eating someone is planning something. Time is so precious but so dangerous. Time can change things forever. It is not something to take so lightly. Do what you have to do when you get the opportunity. Don't sit back and think it will come to you. Sitting on the couch, sleeping all day, watching TV all day long, doing nothing with your life is depressing. If you have a dream you go for it. You try hard. You fight hard. Time is ticking and we need to take every second we can get and do something positive. Being the fact that Time is one thing we cannot change. It keeps going. Your sleeping, your awake, doing homework, making love, fighting, playing, time is ticking.

Work hard. If you want something you have to practice, rehearse, get training, Read as much as you can, Educate yourself, Do research, Find different ways to get yourself noticed in a positive way. And most importantly surround yourself with people who actually want to do something with there lives. You feel much better and you will believe in yourself.

MOST PAIN

In my heart I believe the most painful feeling is...
the fact of [NOT KNOWING]
Not knowing what it would be like.
Not knowing how it would have turned out or where you would be.
How things would have changed.
Staying up late trying to fill your head with different answers just because in your heart you do not want to be left with nothing at all.
Truth of the matter is, there isn't an answer to every question. And that is what kills the most.

Not knowing hurts so much for me. Not being able to have the question answered in your head to always go back to. But i cant let it hold me back. I always have to do better, always giving my all no matter what.

Sometimes in life you just dont know. At times it can be just what you needed because maybe you really didnt want to know. But other times you feel as if you deserve the right to know. Or you just want to know because it possibly can change your life. In my life im forced to deal with the fact that my MOM is my MOTHER and FATHER. And nothing will ever change that!

Relationships

Now a days people aren't happy. Always arguing, always fighting, breaking up and getting back together. People getting used and not knowing how your partner really feels about you. Stop sticking around if you do not care anymore. Stop wasting your time. it sucks sometimes when you meet someone and they are so into you. They call you, text you, email you, I'm you, and even take you out. Finally he pops the question and your going out. time seems to fly and its 8 months into the relationship. He starts to change and doesn't care as much anymore. He doesn't give you the kisses you loved, forgot your anniversary and forgot your birthday. You stick around because you love him. You cant live without him, when you really can. stop thinking a person completes your life. Your living even when your lonely. You don't need someone all the time. learn to respect yourself and everyone else will soon begin to respect you.
If he forgets to call you every Friday, its a sign.
If he's always trying to get some and never wants to take you out, its a sign.
If he dumps you and then comes running back like nothing happen at all, its a sign.
If he hangs up on you period, its a sign.
simple things like this matters. I'm not saying that if someone does these things they are a complete bad person. I'm just mentioning it because sometimes people forget the special gift they have in front of them. Some people need reminders and others just need to be left.
there are good guys out there and good girls.
Be careful of the blessing in disguise!

This is so true.

You go out and you see the most BEAUTIFUL girl standing by herself. she stands straight up, long hair, nice legs, black spandex, nice purse. She takes a look at you. For a second your heart starts to pump faster than usual. you feel like saying something but then you realize shes looking at the guy behind you. he walks right past you trying to make his towards her. He finally reaches her grabs her hand, kisses her gently, and they smile at one another. you take a step back and say "that dude is ugly" because he probably is to the average person. and you think "But she is so BEAUTIFUL." And that's exactly my point...

The so called "ugly" dudes because they are not afraid to ask the beautiful girl out on a date. They are the ones that are not afraid to be themselves and not act like someone they're not. they walk around being who they are all the time. Believe it or not females like that. They love to see the guys not trying to impress them like the "pretty boys". The pretty boys are always afraid to approach a good looking female because they're not use to it. They're use to females walking up to them and not doing any of the talking.

Don't be afraid to be who you are. that's what makes you special. And if someone doesn't appreciate you for who you are, then forget them. Do not waste your time tyring to lower yourself to satisfy someone else.

Thoughts running through my mind.

I'm feeling inspired
why wait when you can do it now? why hold it off giving yourself more time to call it off? why second guess yourself, when you already want to do it? why give up when you know that's not what you would like to do?

Its all because we loose hope in ourselves. we think less of ourselves. we go out and do things with the mindset that were not good enough. its the sense of being afraid. Being afraid of what will happen next. whats in stored for us tomorrow. when really what we do and we do it is what makes tomorrow. were so caught up in letting life come to us. we need to take charge and envision what we would like to happen. I'm of guessing what will happen.
NOW GIVING UP - Giving up is letting everything go. some people give up for many different reasons. i like to ride it out to the end. until i reach that point where i cant give my all anymore. That's just the way i am. when i start something i really believe in doing i go all out. look for different ways to approach the situation and make it the best i can.

WE ALL GOT DREAMS.

Stop looking for what you imagine and look at whats there. Look at whats been in front of your face all along. Your so use to looking past it and trying to find something that's not even in sight. Once you get past that point, you will realize you have opened your heart to something you may have never imagined. You opened your heart to something amazing. You opened your heart to yourself.

Something is always there. We can never say we are lonely in life. We always are with someone. The only time you can actually say your lonely is when your in your bed looking at the ceiling talking to yourself. But you always have someone to speak with when times are rough. It just feels good to say you want it. Makes us feel the hunger for what we crave.

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FOR THE BOYFRIENDS...

Sometimes all she wants is...

A smile.

A kiss on the forehead.

For you to leave a sweet voicemail so she can listen to your voice when she feels hopeless.

To hold her hand and guide her through rough times.

To move her bangs to the side so you can see her beautiful face.

To show her you need her at times.

To put your fingers on her lipz and say "You don't have to say a word. i got everything under control".

Don't forget to show her your still there physically, mentally, emotionally, and any kind of [lly] there is because she needs to feel that everyday is like your first time.

And finally whisper in her ear "iMa tear that up when we get home" because she also needs to know you still got it. And no one can do it like you can...

CAUSE JONPHOENIX TAUGHT YOU!

LADIES!

She said she tired of feeling lonely even though she got a hubby in her life. He only show her love when she begging for it. Never gives her kisses when he leaves. Never holds her tight just to let her know he's not going anywhere. She's tired of fighting about why the relationship is not working. Tired of the late nights on your bed telling yourself "I love him. I need him. He makes me happy." But NO that's not it. It's the thought of someone actually being there to call your own is what you love. you love the feeling. The feeling of not being lonely. You feel like you need him because you have him. Every man is not the same. Every woman is not the same.
HOWEVER, EVERYONE WILL HURT YOU. Think about what you really want and open your eyes to the opportunities you have surrounding you daily. You keep trying to fix the relationship rather than actually having one. Want to be happy? Open your eyes and open your heart. IM RIGHT HERE!

||FaCe oF aN AnGEl bOdY oF A GoD||

SMILE FOR ME

I know its been a while kidDz! I apologize.
NOW LETS GET IT.

I want to see the smile that makes me smile. I want to see you happy again. I love it when you happy. we use to be the happiest people on earth. Know were falling apart. Your slowly changing on me. I want to go back when you looked in my eyes and said "ILOVEYOU". Now you when you look at me, its like your looking past. Like you can see right through me. I'm so confused now. I'm so lost now. I don't even know how I feel towards you anymore.

EXPLANATION- This is not how I feel. When I do my blogs or when I write, I write in perspective. I write about myself as well, but Mainly in the perspective of someone else. I do this because some people do not know how to express themselves.

OPPURTUNITY=GREATEST GIFT OF ALL

Take chances. Raise your hand. Be heard. Be wise. Stand up for what you believe in. Just because your the only one, doesnt mean its not worth standing up for it. When you feel something deep in your heart(no matter what it is)It is wonderful when you bring out and let the world know what you are thinking. Getting comfortable with yourself and your feelings is great. It really nice when you love yourself and know who you are. When you have atleast a sence of what you stand for and who you are, great things begin to happen. Believing in yourself is the KEY to your MAP. Bleiveing in yourself is the key to your SUCCESS. Without the key the map is just something on paper.

"LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING...

If someone prays for patience, you think GOD gives them patience? Or does he give them the OPPURTUNITY to be patient?
If they prayed for courage, does GOD give them courage? Or does he give them the OPPURTUNITY to be courageous?
If someone prays for the family to be closer, you think GOD zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings? Or does he give them OPPURTUNITIES to love eachother?"

FROM: EVAN ALMIGHTY
This scene is so powerful. What is said means so much to me and really makes you think about it in every way possible. Makes you think if you took advantage in life. If you really tried your hardest in every situation. If you think about if you really do have oppurtunities in life. And we do. We all have oppurtunities to take advantage of.

In life were not given anything really. However were given the oppurtunity to study what we would like. Take the train or bus. Walk or run. Fill out applications or not. Go for what you believe in or sit on your BUTT all day and complain about how you have nothing left.

Make phone calls. Talk to different people. Find out whats going on in your neighborhood. Get involved. Believe in yourself. Fight in a respectful manner and change will form its place. Yestuday The Renaissance Charter School did. [Which is my school]

We were making commitments and taking action, emailing government officials, making fliers/ informations sheets, poster making, making chants, and finally taking action and walking the streets getting our voices heard...

PART 1: Pre-Rally (3:57 mins) - Planning and Preparation