Oct 20, 2009

ACCEPTING LOVE.

As you go through stages in your life you interact with many people on a daily bases. you have your very close friends and friends that are just there. No matter what they mean to you in life it is always good to receive the love they give you. When you think so negative and brush off everyone around you, you begin to feel alone. ACCEPT the "Hello's" and the "How are yous". there will come a time where you will miss it. Nothings worst than not having someone there for you to call.

lying alone in this room hoping someone will be there. Hoping that someone could see the good in there hearts to take the chance and put a smile on your face. Feeling lonely is a dark place. Don't love go to waste. Walk around with smile on your face. It takes time to find the good in people and except that someone wants to help you with just a simple "hey".

Aug 26, 2009

People get afraid

You meet someone. You start getting to know one another, exchange thoughts such as likes and dislikes, smiles and late night text. Laying on your bed asking yourself "do i care about this person? does he even like me? what if she doesn't like?". You keep hanging out the days begin to pass smoothly as the sunsets and rises once again. Everything is great. One day you both are walking down the street having an interesting conversation about anything, Doesn't really matter at all. Just both of you enjoying each others company is already beautiful as it is.

The night ends in a nice warm hug - the body language is sensational, your heart beats are racing, your mind is trying to catch up with your actions as you gently KISS. From that moment on, the time you spend together is unforgettable. As you go home you cant wait to lay down to wake up to call one another. You begin to tell each other that your gaining feelings and getting more comfortable with this person. You have created a relationship that makes you feel good.

Conversations start to get a little more serious, more intense, more in depth. Then one day everything takes a turn. She starts to back away. Tries to separate herself from you. Comes up with silly excuses about why shes acting so strange. You sit there confused and hurt. Hurt because You also have a heart. You have feelings that are real. As your sitting down thinking back on every conversation you had, every text, every visit, every phone call, you cant think of any specific moment you hurt her. Or even made her feel like she couldn't tell you what she was feeling. Keep trying to think why all of the sudden she wants to stop talking to you. Why she just wants to run away and forget about you...

Jul 12, 2009

BE YOURSELF

Sometimes PEOPLE don't wanna be themselves because they're afraid people
won't except THEM for who they really ARE. So they live the life of a
DISGUISE hiding there true self under something the world seems to be
conditioned to, because that's all they OFFERED to society. When there's
so much more, when you [GIVE YOURSELF].

when your acting like something your not and people begin to get use to it, you think they're accepting you? NO THEY'RE NOT. Be yourself and show the world who you really are. Nothing is more disgusting then someone who doesn't like who they are. Maybe you need to change your habits. Who you hang out with. Where you work. The way you do your hair. All of this hard but you need to do so. The longer you go trying to disguise yourself, the more your breaking your own heart because deep down your not happy. And being happy is everything!

UPSET!

OREO'S IS NOT MILKS FAVORITE COOKIE.
CHIPS AHOY IS!!!!!!!!

FREAKIN COMMERCIALS PISSING ME OFF.

MANY THINGS HAPPEN

Strange things.
No matter what, there will always be competition. While your sleeping
there up. While your resting there working. While your watching there
doing. You have to keep your eyes open and work hard. Have goals. Keep
yourself busy. Get training In the field you want to pursue. Be
persistent. So when the time comes. You are ready. Being successful is
not being famous. Its doing what you love and have a consistent paycheck
that supports your lifestyle. Think realistically. And ask yourself, am i
seeing what is In front of me, or am i seeing what i want to see? There
is a major difference if you allow yourself to analyze it.
I WANT TO CHANGE PEOPLES LIVES.

They say "SHOOT FOR THE STARS" if you are going to shoot for the stars then you better be willing to climb up there and go get one. Shooting for the star is easy, but to actually get one is difficult. Think about what your doing and think it through. Know what you want in life and create a plan on how you will achieve it.
Don't hold back. Say what needs to be said. If your thinking something and you feel the need to say it then do so. I cant stand holding things inside. I like to express myself as much as i can. And i am proud of that. I'm here on earth and every step i take i make sure that i leave foot print anywhere. i love my life because I express myself. I do what i want and i have fun. I Love my family because i actually spend time with them and we exchange smiles each and everyday. We fight, argue, cry, laugh, go out, and do whatever it is we love to do, and that's what makes us a wonderful family. Although my Mom, dad, uncles, sisters, etc. aren't my only family. My family goes deeper than that. My family is my friends, my pets, my school and possible even my associates. Because with my "FAMILY" is what brings my heart happiness in anything i do. And i will never forget that.